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RED HOUSE ROCKS!!

2010-08-26T02:58:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i am really looking forward for Red house of SASS to strive and aim to bag in tons of medals..What i am really looking forward most is Volleyball, Dodge ball and Football. We are strong especially in our volleyball department and i assume Dodge ball and football will be better prepared this year. Thanks to Mr. Kwan he is the only man taking full initiative on preparing us for this year's tournament. I hope his efforts will not go to waste as i can tell that he is as committed as a lion to its kind. Our volleyball squad is currently not looking to expand on the quantity of players but the quality of our players that we already have. Our well chosen captain, Stephan, is perhaps the most experienced player in the squad. Besides him we have the likes of Keng Hui and JJ Breeze. Honestly these 3 spectacular volleyballers are putting us on the right track. And also, not to forget is our staff member, Mr kwan, will also be part of our playing team. He is also counted as a key player in the squad. I am not much of a fan of Vball so im gonna move on XD FOOTBALL FOOTBALL FOOTBALL..That's what i am looking forward to most. Last year we managed to come up with a team only at the last minute and that proved that last minute work was impossible and we were thrashed like mashed potatoes. I am looking forward to playing as a goal keeper or not try my luck some other position like in defense. I think our first step to building this year's team is our communication and familiarity with each other. We are gonna have to train and transform ourselves physically and mentally. I may sound to overly excited but i have been planning special tactics and formations just for our red team this year. I am committed as I felt ashamed and worthless after making countless blunders last year. Mr Kwan will be playing for us as well as a staff member from KDU is required to participate. Mr Kwan last year showed that he has potential to be a better defender as he has got height and pure athleticism. I will make sure we turn our lecturer into a key player XD Next up i am looking forward to see the likes of Rattanon, Nicklas low, Ebrahim and Jaysen Ee perform together on the team. They'd surely bring a big impact for the team and win points on their own with the other team members. well for now, i am waiting for the first meeting to be held by Mr.Kwan. Hope we can start and kick off the sooner the better =D Lastly, our dodgeball team is likely gonna be the same as last year's squad. I think we'll be better this year as we are able to recruit better players and perhaps some of the internationals. I think we have to train harder as Green and Blue are the best. Since they are the best, it makes us slight underdogs. But no matter, we are gonna be busting our asses this year.

How Do You Sleep?

2009-11-02T00:47:00.019+08:00

I have a question to Cupid or God.Why did you make heart aches such a pain? Why does love make you go blind?Why was this thing called "dumping" exists??Why is it hard to move on??Yeah, i may sound like a wussy whining but seriously,dude,you cant blame me for being so hurt.I am a human being, i have a heart, i can stand tall n proud like a real man but not even the wound of a gun shot can hurt you like the wound of a broken heart.

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I dun wanna say that falling in love is wrong but i have to admit its the most dangerous black hole in this universe. It just sucks u away without knowing and without warning it just happens.One moment you were awake and feeling so alive about everything around you, And if you dare to even close your eyes thinkin you're on top of the world, you'll wake up either winding up in the dump by your so called "sweetheart" or you wake up and not being able to see anything because your eyes are blind now. It is ridiculous i have got to say. Why do some girls dump you?

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Is it because you're too ugly? Not rich enough? Too dumb or just not good at all ??I am confused with the term " I Love you (Insert Name Here) ". Its all just a damn lie isn't it? When girls are tired of the person they love, they just dump off that person and excuse themselves with an I am sorry i just stopped loving you shit.Most girls call guys cheaters but what does that make of the other 50% on the cheat list? Its those damn cheating whores.Well,I preferably suggest the term known as " Nut Sluts". It aint funny cause its not meant to be funny. "Nut" stands for how dumb and selfish a girl can be and "Sluts" obviously stands for how such a fucking whore Biatch "it" can be!

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I guess most guys who end up becoming playboys or "cheaters" are the ones who fell in love with these "Nut Sluts". And i probably fell in love with one.If you are reading this. Please do enjoy every word i squeeze into this post. I am not in any chance, gonna turn myself to be the new Mr.Hugh Hefner though. I sincerely apologize to Mr.Hefner but i assure you all of my reasons here are most probably not the reason why he was famous for as "Mr.Playboy". All i know of is that he was a visionary man who developed a "Playboy" industry not just for Men but for women too,perhaps.

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Back to da topic.. I wonder what do these "Nut Sluts" feel when they dump you? After that when they feel sorry for you they say, " I think let's just be friends? " And before they hang up, "I still love you, you know??" . Yeah let's forget about it and be friends and have me accept the bullshit of u saying u love me still, while you're around with another guy whom you believe to love you moe than his mommy. What about us? We loved you, we shed tears for you, we tried everything without ever caring what the consequences are! We loved you even you hurt us and yet we are still able to forgive you no matter what shit u did. I guess these "Nut Sluts" were born to to spread diseases like this.No wonder they are so pretty. They are The secretly sent Omens of love, spreading diseases of heart aches and permanent scars all over it.

I have alot of knowledge about these "Nut Sluts" but yet after all these months including now, i am still hurt and very in love with the "Nut Slut". I can even still forgive her after all the disease she made it spread over my heart. Infact, i still talk to her alot. I try getting over her whether by talking or not talking to her but i have to admit, "Nut Sluts" are as slick as Slick Rick. I just hope i can get past her and prove to be wrong for dumping me like some Dog shit. For the guy who's with her and for the future guys who's gonna be with her, you have my sympathies.

Speaking of the truth, i hope she's always happy no matter what. I will always love and treasure her. I just hope she knows that she'll never find anyone that trully loves her more than i do. I will always be there for her no matter what. People may say I'm stupid but i am not. If you trully love someone, you can never hate them. I may either be too forgiving or just too sissy but I am sorry coz I truly did AND do love her..

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Sorry for the long post..

Every thing's Meant to Be Broken...

2009-09-14T17:24:00.006+08:00

You were the feeling that i would never want to let go of. You were the reason why i wanted to go on living. I always thought no matter what happened you would always come back falling into my arms. Perhaps, I was blind and lost in my own world. I want to start over but how do i do that when i spent every last sweat and tears just for you.

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I am a lonely kid in this Big world. I may be seem as someone else but i am not. I am different but there's nothing special about me. i am not the kind of guy who'd have a gang of guys to chill out with nor am i the guy who has the ladies around all the time. I have always been the same since day 1 of my life. I had always been alone and journeying through this life all alone. Although i may be hated, I had always loved and cared for everything and everyone no matter what. To me, even if you're an enemy, i will still deeply care and love you. I am not a kind or a sweet person, but i have a fragile heart even more fragile than a little girl. I love too much til i burn my skin right through my flesh and bones. I love too much sometimes til i forget to love myself back.

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i never loved anyone more, but you and only you. I never did anything to hurt you. I never left you when you were in pain. I had always been alone until you came to light up my soul. When i thought we were always gonna watch each others back forever, you went off letting it all hit me. I will never hate you for hurting me, no matter a trillion times because i love you and it'd hurt me more to see you hurt. When i thought loneliness could be erased forever, it came back to me.

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While you are laughing, I will be crying. While you are sound asleep, I am busy awake worrying about you. While you are with someone else, I am all alone picking up the pieces that you left. I can never blame you for it all and i wonder why. But since you're already gone, there's nothing that i can do. i will continue to roam in this world alone til my time is up. I hope your life is more fulfilling than mine. I will always be the one who would always truly be the one that loves you. I don't know what's left anymore. Guess, every thing's just meant to me broken.

Top Of The World!

2009-08-28T20:51:00.006+08:00

Today was one boring day as i had only 2 classes with an equivalent of 2 hours only today. I am tortured at a very early morning with my Critical Thinking Skills, lecturer, that may be gay both ways. His eye lashes were as if it was a girls eye lashes and the way he expressed was as gayful as ever. Its not that i have anything against him but it kind of gave me a tingly feeling when he giggles and joke with his gayish charm. He's a friendly guy that is VERY open minded, or perhaps, TOO open minded. He's a good guy and a friendly teacher, as i am looking foward to learn plenty from him.

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I may seem very not so open minded but i' the same as every other guy. Well, basically every straight guy goes "WTF!" when he comes across a gay guy which is actually in both definitions. I maybe very striaght and typical as the other guys but yet i am willing to open my heart and learn from this interesting lecturer. He maybe a Man on the outside and a woman on the inside.

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After that class i went for Macroeconomics but then it lasted for only 30 mins. It wasted my time as i went on for about 5 hours doing nothing in college.Well, had a boring day and a lazy one too. Hope College life gets better for me and all.Just wish i can make plenty more friends and get to know more chicks too XD jkn jkn.Well im going to go watch Crank 2 now. Ciaoz!

- F.U Right Back -

2009-08-25T20:45:00.009+08:00

just cam whorin XD and i like this pic..but it looks fuckin gay lmaof!

Today, I had my first Marketing class and to be honest I love the subject! Yea, its gonna get harder and harder but i don't know, i just love selling and making $$$. Firstly, i came late due to the typical heavy jam nearby the Damasara Toll. I entered the class and there i saw a class with about 30 plus students in their groups of peers and a kind of so tall Chinese lady with a semi casual suit(fyi,does that exist?) standing infront of everyone. She is my Marketing lecturer for this semester, which made me notice about her first was her sort of funny accent that's as if its mixed with an American and British accent. It is as if she's having a hard time choosing the right accent (LOL).

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She was really gentle in her explanation though but she had to go through 2 long chapters in 2 hours. In my mind,i was thinking about how do i make money and I wanna go to sleep! Luckily, i had learnt some words and topics before, so i HOPE there would not be any problems.

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We were given an assignment straight away but it is due til October 29th, and the topic is about choosing a company and writing every marketing sector about it and its gotta be a Magazine thick report XP. I was wondering whether dad can help me "Ace" this subject cause dad's part of the marketing sector in Toyota/Lexus. But i am not gonna ask him for help, i guess its time i show the Ol' Man what im capable of XD By which I'm gonna do about his company cause i bet he'd be suprise if i aced it XD Smart aint I?NOT!! lol

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I am gonna try out my ideas on the blog about my project, so Ill be talking about the Lexus IS250. And God its a damn gorgeous car that i wish i can even eat on top of!! (LMAOF) Well i post up some great pics of it and some great facts which you might or might not know.So til then, ill be updating soon.

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Stay tuned!

- Sundae Afternoon -

2009-08-23T22:16:00.004+08:00

Today,I will be taking a break from my raps as i'm really empty on what to rhyme about. Basically,I spent the wole day at KLCC in TGV, watching G.I.Joe with my dad. Well,to be honest the movie wasn't bad at all.It was superb as every actor had a great impact on each and every character.

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The movie was kind of soft,if you know what i mean.There was a love story squeezed in through the story line of an hardcore action movie. Plus, about a history of classical japanese betrayal stories in it as well. It was a great movie with great acting, but i would ask for better sound effects as through out the movie there was lots of unwanted screechy noises. The acting and graphics were superb especially all of the part when the nano tech robots ate up the Eiffel Tower of France as if it was a slice of bread!

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I suppose there will be a sequel to the movie as for the ending of the movie which we all know that the President of The U.S was duplicated by a super villain. That Super Villain was Arnold Vulsoo, as you guys remember playing as "The Mummy" in the movie of the Mummy and The Mummy Returns. He played very few roles in the movie which is pretty disappointing.

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Well,I'm glad i enjoyed a worthit and breath taking movie.I recommend for those that hasn't watched the movie to watch it NOW! Forget the doubts of a boring and lame movie, because i guarantee you its a great movie.Well, probably not as wonderful and amazing as Transformers but its somewhere the 5 Star rating ;)

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Well, pretty much, G.I.Joe is part of my Sunday weekend.Its time for me to retire to bed as class for me starts at 8 tmr XP Night Fellas! Take care and smell ya later!!

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- Its A Fools Love -

2009-08-22T00:22:00.008+08:00

You gave me pain that'll never go away,

Guess my heart's forever broken and itll nvr be the same,

But why must i suffer and cry,

while you've moved on and left me to die!

Love is real but when its only true,

Coz i know i was true but you were the fool,

I aint angry nor am i mad,

but all i trully feel is nothing bad,

Its just my true feelings that just can nvr b replenished,

Coz all of my heartful love are forever vanished...

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- Growing Pains -

2009-08-21T01:02:00.011+08:00

You're born with a book by your side,

it aint gonna tell a lie,

you'll never know how hard each day's gonna be,

Coz when the pain comes everything in life is fucking dirty,

A,B,Cs are the key to success in this damn life,

Without them you might as well kill yourself with a knife,

Better stop regreting coz its all too late for change,

So that's why stop whining and stop driving in the speed lane,

So please stop fucking around pretending you're the king,

Coz you're gonna be wasting your time n go home crying...

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Wowie!Today was a frickin boring day, especially having only one class which only lasted for 5 minutes.Damn wasn't it great??!NOT! basically,my whole day was spent being bored down in the college's computer lab playing mindless games from stickpages.com & albinoblacksheeps.com. haha i had fun playing them anyway, well thank god i had something to help me pass the time til DB training.Well, incase if you guys are ever feeling bored or just in the mood to fool around, just log on to those web sites.

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Today's training was not one of those days for myself.I trained horribly today, with soar ankles and sleepy eyes. I was disappointed with myself as i was too fatigued from hard training. I was happy with Ekhwan performing well again as well as Shah although he is injured. Well, I hope i still i can make it into the first team line up for next week's game against Taylor's Hyenas.

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Well this is for today, and on one of these days i will comment out on why Ronins, a spectacular team, has been failing to live up to its full potential. One reason why,I'd say because of the teams communication in the game. Ronins is not a bad team if some who may have doubts on the team.They haven't seen the real potential of the team yet but i assure you that if they do,i think we'd be indestructible!

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Long live Ronins!

Irreplaceable for you, Irreplaceable for me...

2009-08-20T00:52:00.030+08:00

When the first time i saw you,

You were very young but beautiful,

When we were together i thought that was it,

But i was wrong because you tore my heart into a trillion bits,

I still don't understand why and i will never know why,

But i will not go on being miserable and die,

I am done crying coz ive just ran out of tears,

Its just so dry now as you've become more than just a fear,

I knew what i had for you was real,

FYI,what is lost is forever irreplacable.

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What i had for Ad, was always real and pure. I never used her just to be a toy but all i wanted to do was give all the love and care i had inside me just for her. I have never shared my true heartful feelings with anybody but her.I am hurt by her but i forgive her from head to toe as i can not go living hating someone that i truly love, because the real truth is that if you really love someone you would never wish for them to get hurt no matter what pain or good they did to you.

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I am glad i met her even though there were full of ups and downs but i guess that is life!Mom and Dad will never understand why i loved that little girl, But the truth is that she isnt a litle girl anymore.Perhaps she may be small in size but with a big beautiful heart.I know very well, that she has a good heart and she's still growing up and i will forever love and care for her. I've said it before and ill say it again. You can hurt me all you want but i will never give you back the pain that you truly deserve.

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I will always be here for Ad,I made a vow and i will keep it. I will love and care for her like a wolf pack. I hope she grows up to be a good person and i hope through out that journey she won't follow in the wrong path. If she does ill always be ready to stop her..

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The poem i wrote there was what i realized.its time i move on when she does not need me anymore.I will do better than her because i know somehow someday, this flying Elephant will fly sky high =D)

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Fyi, this is my last love sick post =D